Saturday, February 16, 2008 Y
meiyan asks me to post longer, so i shall(;
fuck, blogger's giving me problems.
went edena's house today. nice steamboat! (; gambled, & won. pathetic few cents, hahas, and vic's the ultimate winner, stupid shit! ;D then went playground to play, its been ages since i played the swing!
-PS, vic's scary when she plays the swing, ask me why! (;
then supposed to go cp for dinner, but stupid yuwen, went to eat swensens with her mummy, and left me to starve, haha, i was hungry! (;
then to dad's house, boring. im gonna be good, stay home and study, CTs ain't over! next week, chem, phys, english, all the best peeps! (; and the usual routine, SS tests are back again :'(
my finger has a splinter! its damn pain, save me now! :'(
& im having gastrics now, pain pain pain! oh yes, and while i was sleeping halfway ytd, my stomach churned. HAHA(;
-i think im such a failure. i've been like just saying i want to do well for studies, and stuffs, but it seems like, i dont study hard enough. and i seriously tried to listen very hard during lessons which really bore me, but its really so difficult to do that. and im really scared if i do not do well, RACHEL ZHOU! PLEASE WAKE UP! :'( its only words, no actions. nothing can just go into my head, that N's are coming. i wanna drop amaths, beacause i really cant handle it. dad will kill me if i do that. but what's the point of hanging on, if i cant handle it? studies are dropping, everything's dropping. nothing is going well for me. im still in my playful mood, like what teachers have been saying. i need people to push me before i can do serious stuffs. two words, plain lazy.
-EP! you've been busy lately, no more phone calls in the late-night, i miss that.
and i miss your entertainment. actually both of us has been busy, just that, you're busier(;
HAHA, but i still seldom talk to you nowadays! though i see you everyday, still, IMY! ;D
8:52 PM!
&LOVED[:
