i wish that i could find the words you say;

Monday, April 30, 2007 Y

HEY ALL! HEY ALL! I FINISHED MY PHYSICS! THE MAKING OF THE NOTES! :DDDDD SO DAMM HAPPY! hahas. had a wonderful time studying. all by myself! LOL! (: i cant be bothered with social studies alr. so effing pissed with that. hahas. tomorrow will be studying geography!
still wondering if i should go out tomorrw! [ to study ] :D very lazy to go out of the house. hahas. i think i shall just stay home all day long. okays. today chinese common test was like so hell! i took my medicine. i felt so sleepy during the whole damn paper. so i just any-O-how fill in the blanks. oh wells, can fail it! hahas. tomorrow's a holiday! YAYS! which means more time for me to study! :D ILOVEIT! hahas.
english is getting boring now. every lessons' no fun at all. chinese was darn funny today! had lots of fun man! we like played a game. hahas! okays! will be going to lao niang's house tomorrow! woo! hahas. had fun the last time i went there. lols. [ just received a call from her! ] hahas.
i suddenly think that small letter words are damm cool. so yeahh. using smal fonts. lols. and if tomorrow's going to lao niang's house, means that, another day gone for me to study, at this rate, im so gonna die. LOL. ((:
shall blog again maybe tomorrow? okays. nights to all. world peace (:

10:14 PM!
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Sunday, April 29, 2007 Y

afternoons to all. not in a real mood to blog. i dunno whats wrong with me today. feeling so moody today, though nothing's been happening to me. (: and my mind's in a blank. suddenly its like that. dunno whats wrong! :D
have been studying since 9am to 2pm. again studied social studies. have not completed studying the whole of it yet. still got one more chapter to go, and i have not completed the makings of the notes of chapter two. gosh. im wondering how i studied. after so long have not even completed the whole chapter two. hopefully i can complete it by tuesday. so i can have enough time for making notes for geography, and stuffs. and that FT said she'll print notes on social studies for us, but until now, nothing's been done. wtf. for the first time. have i ever seen a teacher not printing notes for the students. not even a single piece of note she printed for us. what a teacher she is. i shall not be so vulgar today. hahas. (: change the subject, talking about FT just spoils my mood. she suck okays. oh and btw, her name doesn't suit her at all. LOL. ((:
i forgot that the medicine wold make me drowsy, so while studying, my eyes were like closing. so, went to take a short nap, like about 2pm. the moment i finished studying. hahas. then just woke up. still sleepy. and i dont plan to study alr. as im feeling not well. tomorrow's chinese CT. havent been really doing anything on chinese. i think i shall just read the last 5 chapters of the textbook. like what meiyan did. too lazy to study for chinese. my brain's off to the sleeping mode whenever i study that, so ya. hahas. maybe not gonna blog again later. tiredd. :DD have a good day people. (:

3:57 PM!
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Saturday, April 28, 2007 Y

Wherever you are, tonight girl
I'll see you in my dreams.
Wherever I go,tomorrow
you'll be here, next to me.
Wherever we are, a world apart
I know you'll never be that far

[c h o r u s]
'Cause here in my heart,
There's a picture of us.
Together forever,
unfaded and unbroken.
Wherever you are,
Your love covers me.
Forever more,
you'll be here in my heart.

Whenever I miss you so much,
It's more than I can bear.
Now I won't cry,
I'll just close my eyes
And know you'll be there.

Your kiss and your touch,
I'll never forget.
'Cause you're as close,
As my very next breath

[c h o r u s]

Whereever we are,
A world apart,
I know you'll never be that far.

[c h o r u s]

My heart.

ILOVETHISSONG.ITDESCRIBESYOU&ME!:DD

9:56 PM!
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HEY ALL! :DD I HEREBY ANNOUNCE FOR THE FIRST TIME I'VE STUDIED SOCIAL STUDIES!! WOO,feel happy for me,hahas! :] but still not yet complete with makings of the notes. haiz. there's still a long way to go man! ):
studied from morning. to about l2plus. then did the survey thing. and guess what, i gave almost everything 0% for FT! i feel happy. hahas! (:
then went to lao-niang's house. to help her with her group's project, as she needed my help. LOL.
bus-ed home, then from home, walked to RM. and ate MACS for dinner again. hahas. sick and tiredd of eating that. lols. then walked backk home from RM. and now, blogging away. what a short post this is. hahas.
WORLD PEACE! (:

9:07 PM!
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Friday, April 27, 2007 Y

ARGH!today was a REAL pissed off day for me! had geography lesson in the morning.which is like the period berofre recess.BLOODY HELL!that stupid FT,keep picking on me!oh,wtf.DAMM IT.ask me to cut my bloody nails.now its all short lah!shorter than ever and she said she'll check again.cause today got 4 periods of hers,2 before recess and 2 after recess.then geog was before recess.so she said she'll check my nails again,but she didnt.WHAT THE HELL.so its nice to threaten lah!ASSHOLE.then after recess had e-maths.okays.damm freakking pissed off again.i asked the damm relief teacher,a question.like asking her how to do,and she said:wait i'll go thorugh.wth can!i want to do faster,finish faster,so i KINDLY asked her.but she pissed me off in the end.wtf.all my ss,geog,e-maths[relief],one word to describe them:SUCK.all cant teach for god's sake.PS:geog and ss is the same teacher[FT].thats her initials.then had social studies after that.BORING lesson after another.i wanted to go to the toilet.FT dont allow!DONT ALLOW!fine lah!ask her so nicely,then she still say i very rude,what no manners.bloody hell.again,one word to describe her:SUCK!then ask her again.FINALLY I CAN GO.asshole.what a bloody teacher have i got.freaking shit.THE WORST PERSONS I'VE ENCOUNTERED IN MY LIFE.god-dammit.why on earth have i got such teachers.
then,yesterday,or i dunno when,she complained to smk that i very noisy in FT lessons,and claims that i shout in her lessons.wtf.and yesterday,smk told me this:'a teacher complained about you,saying that you're noisy in class,always shouting.'then i said sorry,and i'll control.then after that,i went to ask some of friends if i shouted in FT class.they said NO.so who's telling the lie here!?fucking FT.just anyhow go and complain about me to smk.and now,he like,controlling me to stop this and that.and what shits.fuck her man.i dont care if any teacher is reading this post,as i dont give a damm to it.let them do what they want to me,if they ever find out this.LOL.and to FT:please stop poking your nose into everyone's affair,YOU JUST SUCK MY LIFE!YOU SUCK!you bloody bitch.
lets stop talking about her.
then,after school,went to find the 2NYP teachers,gave them the stars.im so gonna miss them.they are leaving school today.its their last day.we wont be seeing them anymore!oh!to them:i love you all! we'll miss you lots!:D then gave a warmly hug to ms lim!hahas.i almost cried man.it was so sad.then when jose saw us,she felt sad.hahas.(:
then,headed to RM with rong and jose.cant decide what to eat at first,then in the end ate macs.hahas.then chatted for while there,then went finding present.hahas.then headed home.so actually.the conclusion was:i hate you FT and had a great time after school.hahas!(: as this is a long post,but just enjoy reading it!hahas!:D have a rainy day everyone.(:

4:19 PM!
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Thursday, April 26, 2007 Y

hey all!(: what a nice weather it is today.i found out a big secret early in the morning.hahas.TOP SECRET.not to be known.LOL!:D
okays.lessons were as usual!e-maths was super duper boring.everyone were just simply slacking.and that woman doesn't know.okays.how stupid can that be.chinese had a new compo topic to learn.haiz.so manyyyy things to learn mann.then english was fun!with miss jojo.hahas.she just simply rock!(:
then during english class,that stupid asshole who was sitting like,behind me!?keep hitting me.[if you know who you are,refrain from being my friend.]cause i dont even like you at all.and she's so damm irritating.she's irritating me every bloody single lesson.and pardon me if i've gone too far.but i seriously dont like her.(:
then,received a messge from rong!ANGKLUNG got BRONZE! 3cheers!dont be sad rong!CHEER UP!all of you have done your very very BEST!hahas.[for all angklung girls!:D]
im gonna start studying real soon.hahas.i've been saying,but nothing's been done.LOL..this time's for real!im getting the jitters mann.hahas.i seriously dont wanna fail!(:
and i realised that everyone everyone around me are changing.people change.friends do change as well.they are not getting from bad to good.but from bad to worst.i dunno what on earth is happening to you all,people!GET A LIFE please!c'mon!be like what you were before mann.hahas.i sometimes wonder if im also changing.iseriouslywonder.someone please tell me if im getting from bad to worst,hahas(:
gonna study now!bye to all.(: STUDY-HARD!

5:15 PM!
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Wednesday, April 25, 2007 Y

another day,with a second post.hahas.(: too bored at home.have been eating porridge.yucky.i hate porridge :/
slept for the whole afternoon.so damm tired after taking medicines.sighs.will be going back to school tmr!yay!i miss school!,as well as my friends!((:
tmr's angklung's SYF!good luck to all!:D;edena passed her 5batts test today!woohoo!hahas.im happy
for her.lol.but im not going for the retake of 2.4 this friday,as i've got MC.lol.gonna retake evrything again in august.thanks to 2.4.sadness.
common test's coming.and i've not started studying.oh wells.pardon me,but the teachers in school are not much of a help to me.their teachings' aren't really good.i dont understand their lessons at all.not even a single wee bit.since the starting of school term.i think i really need people to push me before i can start studying.lol.
NYP teachers are leaving this friday.sadness.im so gonna miss them ):
this will be my last post for today!;P
good-nights to all people on earth!(:

6:59 PM!
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MUST I ANOUNCE IT TO THE WHOLE WORLD THAT I DIDNT GO TO SCHOOL?!what the hell mann.as i just took my medicine,then was feeling a little drowsy,so i went to take a nap.switched my phone to silent. [anyways,its always on silent mode].hahas.so i didnt answer his calls.he started calling everyone,asking what had happened to me.only making everyone worry for me lah!then everyone starts messaging me,calling me.what the hell:/ [lucky my phone was on silent mode,if not i wont be bothered to call him back,for he is the one who STARTED THIS!] then,he called me like,5 times!and messaged me.asking me to call him when i sees his message. HOW IRRITATING! HOW ANNOYING! HOW RIDICULOUS! he just piss me off lah.SERIOUSLY.and keeps asking me why i didnt answer his calls and stuffs.I CANT BE BOTHERED TO ANSWER HIM.he just spoils my whole day mood.i should just tell my teacher next time not to call him ANYMORE.least he makes things worst.lol.
maybe shall post again later.have a good day everyone(:

10:13 AM!
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Tuesday, April 24, 2007 Y

okays,this is the second post that im posting for today:D hahas.im so bored.
just came back from rivervale mall. >went to buy dinner,do my specs [i wish i could get new ones!],and settle some stuffs for mummy.] saw some friends.and said hi,bye.lol.
im feeling so drowsy now,after taking the medicine,it makes me wanna sleep.but im gonna stay awake.till i really feel that my eyes are half closed.lol.
everyone's going out.gonna leave me and my sister all alone at home.we're so not talking to each other every now and then.i face the 4 walls.she's like transparent to me.oh wells,nothing's gonna happen anyways.
still pondering if i should go to school tmr.mummy asks me not to.but ya.as i said.4periods of a-maths that im gonna miss out.haiz.this shall be my last post for today; [ipromise(:] hahas.
sweet dreams to all! :]GOOD NIGHTS.

7:13 PM!
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hi all.today feeling sick.so didnt go to school.went to the doctors' just now.he gave me 2days MC!woo!hahas.[ilovedoctor!](:
and just now.during physics lesson,everyone was online.as usual.thats whats happening for every physics lesson in school.lol!
received a bad news just now.aww.i failed my 2.4 run.that was last saturday.how sad.and i've gotta retake it this friday.but i've been excused from physical exercise this whole week!so i needn't go.lol.i think i can forget about getting silver for PFT.thanks to 2.4!(:
still thinking if i should go to school tmr.having 4periods of a-maths.if i dont go,i'll be missing out alot of stuffs.sighs.
will be going out again later.to do some stuffs for my mother.
and i hate taking medicines!aww.thats so yucky.hahas.bye for now!:D

4:12 PM!
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Monday, April 23, 2007 Y

hey all!:D today was kinda good for me!hahas.left class at about 9.30.hahas.had SYF!and guess what!we got a BRONZE!though it wasn't very good,but yeahh.we tried our best!and on our way to the Conference Hall,we took photos!hahas.lao niang looks so damm cute.i havent had the time to upload it!will do it ASAP!(:
just got back home.so tiredd.havent got to bathe.thanks to my sister.rushed for the damm toilet.[the moment she got home].haiz.still got loads of homework to complete!im so damm lazy to do it mann!someone do it for me please!hahas!:D
i like getting sick.im so gonna lose my voice soon.hahas!flu's getting worst.oh.how i wish i needn't go to school!(: that will be so damm nice!(:
and the minute i get home,my grandmother started to nag again!haiz.[her normal routine]forever nagging.like shit mann!oh wells,she's old.but sometimes can be kinda irritating.[its actually most of the time.]LOL!
okays.i will stop here for today.so tiredd.BYE FOR NOW!:D

5:53 PM!
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Sunday, April 22, 2007 Y

ooh.its gonna rain real soon!(: i love this weather.im going to be sick soon!hahas.i've been like sneezing since this morning:D.
tomorrow's SYF.im feeling a little scared!and tmr leaving class about 9.30?hahas.gonna skip lessons!woo!i love it!((: and gonna see that idiot instructor face again.oh.that suck seriously.
nothing much to do today.just staying at home to rot.like an apple.(: i need serious entertainment.im so bored.have been watching the television since morning?!
what a short short short post this is!(: i shall stop here.BYE FOR NOW!:D

3:23 PM!
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Saturday, April 21, 2007 Y

today had 2.4 run early in the morning.haiz.position 70.oh wells,i think i failed.but anyways,i tried my best!(:
esther injured her knee again.haiz.take care brother.and yenton was the first to complete the run!ROCK ON!and thanks for all the encouragements you people have given me!:D
yenton fractured her hand.climb here climb there.like a monkey.hahas.then she was sent to the hospital?i guess.oh.im worried for her!take care my friend.
and after running,went back home.suppose to follow rong go back school,but in the end,went home.wasnt feeling really well,so yeahh.hahas.[sorry rong!](:
no at my uncle's house.today's my cousin's birthday,HAPPYBIRTHDAYCYRUS!(:
my comp at home is spoilt again i guess.its just a few days and ya.SPOILT AGAIN.hahas.okays.i shall stop here.BYE FOR NOW!:D

1:40 PM!
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Friday, April 20, 2007 Y

im so bloody pissed off man.fuck that stupid handbell instructor.he doesn't know how to listen to people.only scoldings,scoldings,and MORE scoldings.SYF is on monday.and at the last minute,he keeps changing my notes and forces me to play one after another.bastard.the WORST instructor i've ever seen.
okays.and tmr is 2.4km run.im so worried for im having muscle aches on my legs and arms.gosh me.im so scared i'll fail.hahas.
today had E-MATHS test too.haiz.thats a confirm fail.cause i dunno how to do many many questuions.yeahh.and i realised that common test 3 is in 10 days' time.i havent started sudying yet(:.im like.so damm dead.okays.shall stop here.BYE FOR NOW:D

5:49 PM!
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Thursday, April 19, 2007 Y

im so fucking pissed of when i see her bloody face man.she just suck my life.my attitude towards her had totally changed.just in a day.oh wells,dont wanna talk about her.makes my mad.
had a long day in school.im so happy for my PFT which i did yesterday(: hahas.thanks ESTHER;FELICIA;FIDAH;YENTON;RONGRONG,for all your encouragements!i love you all!hahas.im haveing my 2.4 run this SATURDAY!hahas.WISH ME LUCK!LOL.rather happy for my computer can work again!(: like for i DUNNO how long then it can work again.LOL!rather worried too for my CT3!gotta start studying.abit too late right*// hahas.okays.i shall stop here.BYE for now!:D

6:23 PM!
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Tuesday, April 17, 2007 Y

YO people!xD here!im blogging again!hahas.now having PHYSICS lesson!haiz.BORING.okays.
i've noting to say today.
just dont feel like blogging:D
i shall stop here.
IM lazy to blog!(:

12:04 PM!
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Saturday, April 14, 2007 Y

HEYS! :D here i am blogging again!xD hahas.okays.lets see what i did for the day.hmm.went to school in the morning [had chinese oral]..okays.the oral suck.i think im gonna flunk my oral.yeah.okays.then went to yu wen's house,with rong,to do the GEOGRAPHY powerpoint slides. [finished at last!]hahas.then went back home.then went out again.then now back home again.okays,MY DAY WAS SUPER BORING!okays.i shall stop here.will be blogging again soon!(:

6:43 PM!
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Wednesday, April 11, 2007 Y

HEYS!:D its been a long time since i blogged!cause my syupid comp at home isn't working well with the internet!so ya.now im here blogging here away!now having PHYSICS lesson.BORING.okays.since im blogging in the morning,i shall talk about yesterday.okays.my day in school was rather good.i passed my CT2 A & E MATHS!okays.i was rather happy!(:
okays.so after school,did homework with LIZ in the canteen.then,headed home.did my homework and stuffs.then!i tried switching on my comp.BUT ITS NOT WORKING![piss me off!]hahas.then got so irritated by my sister!gosh.she seriously SUCK!i sometimes really wonder what my sister is for!all she only knows is to PISS ME OFF!xD thats it.i shall stop here.will blog again maybe on FRIDAY.see if i can find a comp!(:

9:32 AM!
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Wednesday, April 4, 2007 Y

HELLO FRIEND! HAHAA. RONGRONG WAS HERE FIRST!:)

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